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Please dont ever give up the pain for family in the adversity of suicide is from personal experience soul destroying because it leaves everyone feeling that they failed and lots of times the person never told anyone they were at a crisis. They take the decision alone carry it out alone. Connect with spirit in the woods in nature and love.

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I try to add a song you might like while you and I meet in my words and share our moments come be with me in this lonely moment. louisa from Oz

LOVE and Dreams

The game of love where golden hearts do bleed.  They are pure and kind but love is not. That girl  is made from  love for love. But no love exists and she is tied to duty                                                                                                                                                    Oh Ophelia the time has past .Look to thy self for love exists only in fairy tales.  My quest is to write a tale of woe a tale of unrequited love. I have flirted with life and harmed many of this I am sad. If innocence is a defence then I am innocent ,I played at life I dreamed too often.  I touched a soul without ever having lived in reality .  Do you begrudge me my dreams. Do you wish me less if this be true then I am guilty and forever punished. Let there be loving souls and forgiving hearts for those who dared to dream. Take this as my redemption from love


Enigma of silence in the dark, in the dark

Listen to the sounds of emptiness

Lost in a world of change we close the door

We open our hearts and bare our souls

We wait for the dagger we wait for the dark

Inspired of the silence the enigma of death

Spirit swirls in the aura of the abyss

The day and the night collide into grey

Unified by the devil saved by God

Angels horrifying in the sight warm the breath

They glow in the Dark and gather close to protect

Shielded accepted and loved

Lord lead me and I will follow


thankyou flutterers; remember our paths are ever winding.

hearts on fire

Did you see the field of flutterbys glowing in the sun, See the flowers reaching up to touch the sun, what a day to say thankyou for one more day, sip your coffee and feel the grace fall upon your shoulders, You have so much to share with the world even if its only a smile to brighten a lonely heart. Be at peace with the universe, be at one with your journey. Let no one be hurt by your embrace be brave and be still and simply be. ( love louisa ) you are picture perfect….

Adventures are what we live for so organize your new adventure what might it be a trip to the beach a ride on a tram it can be as small as a night picnic take candles and evening meal on a warm evening and enjoy the atmosphere of the night sky. There are all kinds of magic believe and you will see the mirrored image of love which is you.

Happiness can take many forms ,depending on the individual for a child it might be a ride or a swing for an adult it might be found in prayer or family time. When you think of happiness what does that conger up for you ? I have taken a few of the things that make me happy and put them together in my blog. Photography , history, magic in all its forms , travel _ flying is a grand adventure, teddy bears, Art in all its forms, coffee and finally books and women’s rights.. Really there are so many things my mind is interested in my blog is simply too small lol. I picked my theme of Flutterbys because butterflies are so delicate and beautiful and my mum who is gone now use always say there are Flutterbys in the garden. These magical words congers happy images of fairies and rabbits and all things nice. Carnivals remind us of our happy times as children lets try to keep that wonder.


I am me and that is all I can be!